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Nadine Child, Nadine Child,
Nadine Child, a/k/a The Child In
Me. Lifestyle and Fashion --
Insiders' Insider. Nadine Child
Boss Models ... Richard Renda ...
Signed 4 connecting the dots.

Subject: Thinking about ya

Date: Thu, 09 Nov 2000 15:08:57 -0500

From: ....Cool @ .... Cool.net

To: nadinechild <nadinechild@email.msn.com>

What you up to ???????

: )

You know Nadine - you should have finish the TV Series like you said you would. The People needed
you. What was the problem ... were you scared ??? Was it Too close for comfort. (or the lives of a
hundred thousand people do not matter to you) ... would like to know ... Anyway I still think we should

stop for tea or a glass of wine whenever you are ready. Signed 4.

date: Thu, 09 Nov 2000

nadinechild wrote:

HI, I'm fine. Wow, we still don't know who's running America. How about that !

Life. My father has some cancer on his chin but he's okay. My sister has some tumor in her abdomen.
Next week she has the operation to take it out. Other than that I'm fine.

As for the show. I'm sorry, I guess it just didn't feel right for me. I apologize if I let you down.

I called because a client had just asked me if did a strange TV show with a guy with long hair and he
had asked if you where my boyfriend. The fact that he said the show was strange made me a bit
nervous. I still haven't had the chance to see the tape or the show. That's totally not your fault. I really
have been busy.

I still would love to get together. I'm leaving tomorrow for D.C. but I'll return Saturday. What are you up to
on Sunday ? Let's have brunch or lunch.

Subject: Thinking

Date: Fri, 10 Nov 2000 03:56:08 -0500

From: .... Cool@ .... Cool.net

To: nadinechild <nadinechild@email.msn.com>

By the way, I wouldn't say "The Show" was "strange." They were understating. Being way too kind. I
would say it was: "over the top !" Only 2 other Shows out of hundreds I have done that equals that -- over
the top. Forward. For the intellectual and the scholars (only). Call it: Beyond. Hey baby. Makes any
person think. What are they looking at ? Strange, would be kindergarden stuff. Nah. Definitely: Over The
Top !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! way over the top. History will remember you. I made it that way. And that was my intention.
What ya fraid of ? (does not require an answer.) Richard "david"

Too bad we never finished the story of "Unconditional Love." Would have been interesting to see where
that Episode went. A good grandma story.

Date: Fri, 10 Nov 2000 03:15:58 -0500

From: .....Cool @ ........Cool.net

To: nadinechild <nadinechild@email.msn.com>

I have been through too much. Nothing can disappoint me. Nothing. I just go back to my corner and
continue doing a Life's work. Don't know if there are any feelings inside of me any more except for the
damaged ones. We've talked about this. If it was for me I would go fishing or hope someone shoots me in
the head, and as I depart I would only say "thank you." No reason for me to be here when I have seen
elsewhere. I do not have family (or even a girlfriend (don't tell anyone) to speak of. No one wants someone
who (deals with the paranormal unexplained events), reads thoughts, predicts with uncanny accuracy the
Future, and, the rest of it.

Plus -- trust is a big thing. What girl wants a boyfriend who can literally feel her, if she cheats (the every
move) or when she is trying hide something. There was a girl in my life about a year and a half ago for a
short while. (And we were not even going out then.) I used to tell her what time it was, who she was with,
and where they were having intercourse. Because I feel it. It gets so bad -depending on how close I let
someone to me and what deceit a person is doing - it kills me inside (hurts) and physcially doubles me up
on the outside or makes me go faint. So what is to care. But I am not going to leave the peoples to have no
one they can count on. They need all the help they can get.

And as a small surface input, the (TCTV) show helps. Many of the big and powerful ... all watch. Because
they want to know: what will happen next. (remember this is the city where everyone has representitives
here ... United Nations ... everyone. And everyone watches TV.) Make me tell you the Geoffery Beene story
when I see you. It is a fine example of what the TV can do and does. "Life itself" is what I care about and
those who honor it. It is part of the who I am. I would give my life to save the peoples (if necessary). Sorry,
forgot. Did that already, on a certain March 8th. At this point, I am just finishing whatever needs be done
in this world. To be part of The Worlds destiny would have me connect with. And to unfold The Revelation
complete. It's a fat fat world with a real Funky Buddha in it !

I am sorry if someone thought we were a couple -or an item- and if that offended you. But I told you we
would be close. And I told you that would happen - before we got there. It comes across. Very together.
Maybe that is why people asked me to run that show again. A certain warmth we put out to the world when
we are in each others company. Guess people need that, and felt that warmth too. You know what i am
talking about. You can literally feel it when we just approach each other. It is like energy shuttering in the
air. It always makes me step back 2 steps. If you watch me I do it literally. I come up to you and then i step
back two steps. Think about it. You have seen me do it every time. I am sure you scare something in me
also. It is a subject I run from. Evenso. We were a good thing together. A nice cross road. Forever
preserved.

Wonder how many people video taped that show and have copies. I know lots of people who tape the
show. Even some families and old folk in 200 Central Park South (old digs / the crib). Tens of thousands of
people get so much out of it. With the Exception of me. Not something I discuss. You would need a can
opener for someone to get inside me. Or, they would have to be: something really special. I will
transcribe the tape "part 2" when I get a day or two next month (or if I can put someone else on the project of
transcribing it) and then I will put all that we said in that episode up on the web for the world to grow on.
(hopefully for Christmas day.) All a great awakening. You see Nadine, if someone does not forge a Future
for the Earth as a whole and apply undercurrents going forward - anyone you may bring into this world as
your child will only see a world of Chaos.

Again -- sorry if you were offended if someone thought I was your boyfriend. Or if someone else was
offended. I am not what most people expect. Moreso once I start speaking. Someone said it to me
tonight at a press event: "Who would have known there was so much in there." I can only say: any
gentleman who is your boyfriend should be proud and love you far beyond the last breath.

I am just working on on-going projects. With a totally flexible sched - at least for the next couple of weeks.
I would like to see you Sunday or whenever - if "you" think it is a good idea. Seeing you is -always- a good
idea to me. Like I said ... you be well. Maybe one day I will explain all this to you, as I give you my word..
For the time at hand ... enjoy Life and Smile a million smiles (and 1 for me). I wrap my arms around your
body and give to you: a long warm hug. I step back "one" step. Then I look, in your eyes. And smile at you.

Signed

Regarding the path of your destiny: Although you are a little confused in there - you know what you are doing.
So, you have no excuse. Life should be for you: more than interesting. Life is Strange. Even though it is not.
Do you know what is inside of you ? Can you tell me your destiny ? Where you have come from, where you
are going. Where you will wind up. Why certain things will happen to what is around you, and of you.

Look around you. Look at everything. Look. Everything you see was a "thought" first, before it became 3-
dimensional. See. Tap on the table. That is true. So, some thoughts can be all powerful.

Did you ever hear of people talking to each other just by a thought ? Old news. Palor tricks. Unless it is The
Power of In Love. Then that is another story. Few know about those things. Now pinch yourself. Yes. Real.

Subject: When you are ready

Date: Wed, 15 Nov 2000 04:03:12 -0500

From: .... Cool @ .... Cool.net

To: nadinechild <nadinechild@email.msn.com>

References: 1 , 2 , 3

When you are ready ... I will get a tape of (the) show to you. You should have it. And I do want you to have
it. Really. I would not want to see the generations of your Heritage going forward have it lost to the wind.
Plus you should make a copy and send it to the family. It is my understanding they would love see to it. It
is not that strange. Just more than "a surface view." I am sure mom would love to see ya in the real. You
live and on the air. In circulation. Only an audience of 3,000,000 viewers, not including RCN / Liberty

cable. And the simulcast on the radio. The small end of the scope. Anyway enjoy the week. Richard.

Do you hear me.

Date: Wed, 15 Nov 2000

From: nadinechild <nadinechild@email.msn.com>

To: .... Cool @ .... Cool.net

nadinechild wrote:

> HI there,

Okay, I have a busy day tomorrow morning. But do you want to meet at Joe's around 1:45 or 2:00. I
have a casting around that area. What do you say ? Nadine :)

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Subject: Hey you

Date: Sat, 06 Jan 2001 00:40:41 -0500

From: .... Cool... @ .... Cool.net

To: nadinechild <nadinechild@email.msn.com>

Glad to see you made it -- as we start counting. The beginning to a new time 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004 ...

So what do you owe these honors to ??? I just want to let you know I am pretty much "on Schedule."
And as we discussed. If you go to ... Cool ....net and click the link that says "Save as." Big. Red. Middle
of Page. You will see what I mean. There may even be something there for you. I know the world will
get alot out of it. And many souls where honored in my works.

Happy New Year. 2001. It was nice seeing you, again. Now figure out who is The Child In Me.

Then it may make all sense. If you believe it Life. Or better yet, if you know the truth of Life. Life is
continual. Signed, ..... Travelers in time.

Subject: What's up

Date: Tue, 09 Jan 2001 03:58:47 -0500

From: .....Cool @ ... Cool.net

To: nadinechild@msn.com

Just finished making final changes to "Save As." Music choices, etc. (except of course if there is a typo.
Don't think there are many. If you see any -ever- even one let me know. They drive me nuts. Hope you

like "Save As." Kind of in your Honor. There is probably a number of answers as to who or what is a Talia.
My understanding is, it is a muse. So an answer to your question is: it is the muse of joy. I think.

For the reader, the TV Show that was aired and being discussed here was taped outside at the river's edge,
at the base the New York World Trade Center ... in The City of the World, New York City. It talked about the
computer and how Nature was trying to tteach us all to "Save As", to preserve life ... or lose. An enigma.

What we found out later is a woman did wear the wedding dress,
daisy yang, a/k/a mingzhi yang - yang mingzhi. Funny in a strange
sort of way how it all comes together. Remember, after the last
breath ... something happens, you continue. Until we meet again.